Kelvin Thai Kai Boon

2006-04-28T01:04:00.000+10:00

十岁以前，他什么都不懂，就不说了。

十三、四岁的时候，开始对女孩有好感，但是
那时候他离女孩远远的，并且以讨厌女孩自
居，生怕被同伴嘲笑。

十五岁的时候，听到大人们说某某男人好花，
把女朋友甩了，女孩自杀了。他觉得这人真狠
毒，自己将来一定要做个痴情的男人，一定要
一生只爱一个人。

十六岁的时候，他喜欢上了一个女孩，但是他
不敢和她说。仍然和往常一样，脏兮兮的在灰
土飞扬的操场上踢球。只在女孩走出校门的时
候，躲在二层的窗户上看她的背影，他觉得她
一定是个天使。

十七岁的时候，有个女孩喜欢上了他，但是他
离她很远，他心里面只有自己那个女孩，他觉
得看别的女孩都是对她的不忠。

十八岁的时候，看了一个MTV，感动得想哭，
他想，如果自己的女孩失去了双眼，他一定会
像男主角会毫不犹豫的把自己的眼睛给她，让
她能看到光明。

十九岁的时候，高考了。终于和自己暗恋的女
孩分别，坐火车去学校的时候，感觉自己离她
越来越远，心像被掏空了一样。还在想自己一
定不会忘记她，等到自己成功以后一定要去找
她。

二十岁的时候，听到有人讲黄色笑话，觉得这
人真可耻。

二十一岁的时候，她的回信中告诉他，自己有
了男朋友。偷偷的哭了一个晚上。

二十二岁的时候，他向一个女孩表白，女孩
说“你是个好人，可是我还小。”他想，我的确
是个好人，他说“没关系，我可以等你。”心
想，我不会像那些花心的人一样，三年五年我
也能等。

二十三岁的时候，说自己还小的女孩和一个帅
哥恋爱了。他很纳闷，长大原来可以这样快。

二十四岁的时候，他又向一个女孩表白，女孩
说“你是个好人，可是我并不适合你。” 他纳闷
很久，我是好人你怎么还不适合我呢？

二十五岁的时候，他又追求一个女孩，女孩接
受了他。他开始很幸福的为未来拼搏，他想，
一时的开心只是暂时的，只有努力拼搏，他和
她才能有快乐的未来，但是，半年以后，女孩
和他分手了。只是因为另外一个男孩会说让她
开心的话。女孩说“你是个好人，是我对不起
你。”他似乎明白了问题所在，他是个好人。

二十六岁的时候，他开始堕落，交网友。打扮
得时尚而酷，而且渐渐的学习着讨好女孩的
话。不久，他有了个女朋友，虽然他对她也很
好，可是，他心里知道，自己并不爱她。

二十七岁的时候，他和女孩分手了。他对女孩
说“你是个好女孩，是我对不起你。”

二十八岁的时候，他尝试了一夜情，发现别人
能做的，自己也一样。

二十九岁的时候，他学会了讲黄色笑话，并且
以看旁边的女孩子脸红为乐趣。

三十岁的时候，他忽然发现自己变得很有能力
追求到女孩，但是却没有了爱的能力。其实每
个男孩，本来都是想做一个感情专一的好男人
的。

其实每个男孩，本来看女孩子都是看脸而不是
胸部的。
其实每个男孩，本来都是不会讲黄色笑话的。

其实每个男孩，本来都是渴望爱一个人直到永
远的。

只是，没有任何女孩爱这样的男孩，她们觉得
这样的男孩太幼稚，太古板，没有情趣。

于是男孩开始改变，变成女孩喜欢的那种
嘴角挂着坏坏。开始学会说甜言蜜语而不是心
里想说的话。
开始学会假装关心，学会给女孩送小饰物讨好
她
学会如何追求，如何把握爱情。
或者看破红尘，游戏情场，成为女人恨恨的那
种男人

他们可以很容易俘获女孩子的心，
但是他们也会在黑的夜里叼着烟流泪。
心里有爱的时候，没有女孩
有了女孩，却永远没有了爱的感觉
在听到女人抱怨世上没有一个好男人时候
他们不会再去努力做个好男人，只是微笑着擦
肩而过。

2006-04-27T16:12:00.000+10:00

Woo went back to singapore for one 10 days. It has been a wonderful time with my friends. Yes WJ darren Ah Ben and IAn. Of course last but not least my buddy wei qi who is forever there for me.

I didnt tell anyone that i will be returning just to give them a surprise however end up i am the one who got the surprise. Haha. We done alot of majong and singing at my house this time round. Cant forget the time i went prawning with them. Damn Ah B caught a lobster~ that lucky faggot. Haha it was so big and it had its claws on my PONY shoes~ MY PONY SHOES!! i got so pissed i flatten the claws. hahaz. Mayb like what darren say i should keep my shoes at home and let it eat grass.. my pony.. (Going to get one more pair this june in HK)

I told my parents about the times we took their car out for a fun ride. Haha my mum have ever since keep the car key away. Hmm. Trust eh? Lucky we still got wei jie car. Haha. Indeed i found my lucky star this time. She is my buddy~ I was playing majong and went down to $10. LOL ever since she helped me play i won all the way through. My dad is a major loser and i notice he is upset. hahaz thanks WJ for helping me not to count the money with my dad.

OO and the steam boat at my place. Guess what?~ darren and buddy actually bought me a BIRTHDAY cake. hahaz. it was so awaken. we ate it nontheless. Its nice and creamy.

Oh oh and i went cruise with my family. We went to Redang. BEAUTIFUL beach~~~~ i went suba diving~ it was so beautiful down there. I might learn it in future. I feel so careful down there. Tho i keep looking around to see if JAW is around. hahaz. Ate some malaysia delight~ Damn am i happy to see them. Gorang PISAH~~~~ oh yeah~ tho it suck but still~ and SOURSOP~~~ yeah yeah~ Loving it. Damn i am drooling now.

he is a better choice than me~ :(

2005-09-20T10:50:00.000+10:00

well well.. back to my post.. on guard! Lol. lamer... Everyone in Singapore is having their A's? Exam? damn its a busy busy country. Good luck to you guys..

Life is here fun fun fun.. did 3 assignment. Arghh 1500 words, 6000 words, 1500 words. Cant freaking be bother about anything else now. Better pray that i score high for them. I did put in alot of effort in them. Exam in a month time, library will be my hide out. Gee i really hate the unfair marking system here, i done 2 question out of 3 in my tutorial class and the lecturer wouldent give me my marks for the day. Thats like 1% overall. Freaking shit, my friend done nuthing he just show his Gods know whats work and he score that 1%. That bothered me, but well i sorted it out, i am just going to score that 10% back in exam. Yeah determine! OOOHHH... Anyway got a few mid sem exam recently. Been doing well in school. :p 23/30. ok not too well hey i have got an excuse ok? Well that fatel morning is my exam and my stomach just give me this rumbling, i manage to finish my paper till the last page before i had to run to the toilet. Damn just 2 more question and i could have got at least 28/30.

Accounting mid sem result will be out this friday. Scary scary. U know what? its 20 MCQ and that sum up to 20% of the overall. Arghh freaking uni...

Here i am currently in the library, the lecturer got MIS (Missing in action) once again. Made me woke up early. Arghh hogging the computer now :p There is a line forming.. muahahahhaha i rather post than to past it to them.. muahahahaha. Am i evil or what.

Fuck this.. :p Going back soon. Cant be bothered. I dont think i have much friend back there with the boys going to NS.. shit this.. I think i am just going to hang out at my parents place.

2005-03-13T16:21:00.000+11:00

Martin wakes up at home with a huge hangover. He forces himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins and a glass of water on the side table. He sits down and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed.

Martin looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotless, clean. So is the rest of the house.

He takes the aspirins and notices a note on the table. "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to go shopping. Love You!"

So he goes to the kitchen and sure enough there is a hot breakfast and the morning newspaper.
His son is also at the table, eating. Martin asks, "Son, what happened last night?"

His son says, "Well, you came home around 3 AM, drunk and delirious. Broke some furniture, puked in the hallway, and gave yourself a black eye when you stumbled into the door."

Confused, Martin asks, "So, why is everything in order and so clean, and breakfast is on the table waiting for me?"

His son replies, "Oh, that! Mom dragged you to the bedroom, and when she tried to take your pants off, you said, "Lady leave me alone! I'm married!"

Moral Self-induced hangover -- $100.00
Broken furniture -- $2,000.00
Breakfast -- $10.00
Saying the Right Thing While Drunk -- PRICELESS

2005-03-03T01:38:00.000+11:00

WOW! I am now offically a Uni student. A whole week of lecture this week which means only 8 hour of classes, however things will be different from next week as we will have tutorial too.

I am just loving the lecture espically my Foundation of Management. He talks about what being a maneger does and what a customer does.

"Rule number 17: When you complain more, you will receive more free stuff."

Do you guys agree? Come to think of it, it is very true and practical in reaility. There are only about 9% of Australian that complains while around 78% of Americans complains. I believe however Singapore will have a higher complain rate. Complain's actually benifit both the customer and the company.

Firstly, customer receive free stuff.

Secondly, the company than learn from the mistake and work on that aspect.

See its a win win situation. so maybe next time i will learn to speak up and start to complain.
I did learn alot from him today, hopefully, well certainly there will be more to come.

Economic's teacher is a lame old man. He does not know how to joke yet tried so hard to joke. He laugh to himself. Now thats so not cool.

Anyway i been buying a few poster to deco my room as there is a poster sales. I will post a few picture later on when i am free.

2005-02-25T02:58:00.000+11:00

ME AND MY BEST BUDDY!

2005-02-25T02:57:00.000+11:00

This is what happen when u drink. You get CALLED to pick grass from the lawn below.

2005-02-25T02:56:00.000+11:00

CHoCO SHOP! but i didnt order anything. No mood for sweet stuff.

2005-02-25T02:55:00.000+11:00

JORDAN changing in the middle of the road! Lucky he does not have charm like mine to create accident. :p

2005-02-25T02:54:00.000+11:00

A little game on the bus that got out of hand.

2005-02-25T02:53:00.000+11:00

Me and my new bought pink shirt!

2005-02-25T02:47:00.000+11:00

Sups dude..

Lolx. Another sleepless night, wondering what am i doing to my body. I watch "world without theive's" Last night and its a really touching show however i really dont like the ending.

Well nights of drinking should be coming to a end as school start next week. I should really get settle down BUT before that we should have a start of school party!

Well i am going to upload more pics for you guys. It has been a rather wonderful week. I bought a pink shirt and i am proud of it! And a pink slipper. Dont ask me why.

Anyway guys who beat their GF suck!

2005-02-23T15:46:00.000+11:00

Its hard to resist a blowjob offer from our drunken jordan..

2005-02-23T15:43:00.000+11:00

LOVE BITE!!!

2005-02-23T15:42:00.000+11:00

All u drunken!

2005-02-23T15:41:00.000+11:00

Me peeing.. cool?!

2005-02-21T08:27:00.000+11:00

WOW! ITS 8AM HERE! and i slept at 4AM! know why i wake up this early? Beacuse i am anxious to enrol? NOPE! BECAUSE THERE IS A STUPID FIREDRILL! Arghhh...

Firedrill right after moat BBQ where everyone is high and drunk. Haha. So cool and smart eh?

2005-02-19T18:05:00.001+11:00

Jordan and I.. Cat in the HAt :p

2005-02-19T18:05:00.000+11:00

Me and my Fav cousin WHO DOES not wish to smile for me! Naughty girl

2005-02-19T17:19:00.000+11:00

MUHAHAHA~ i know its a long time since i last blog. Anyway who cares about my life?

Meet up with some of my friends before i left for Aust. Everyone is cool.. totally..

Ok now i arrive at Melbourne. Stupid place.. I got drunk for 3 straight days. Hehe. Know 2 girls from Hongkong name Michelle and Sylvia. Rather cool or not so cool people. Anyway The first night we went out to catch a show call "hide and seek" and it turn out to be a rather lame show with me sleeping. Than we bought some beer "1 slab" to Tommy new place. Its a rather cool place but i prefer his old place. At least now he is living with Clara alone. We drink and soom Pakman and Ricky arrive. WeeeEe got high that night and not really drunk. I french Tommy, Ricky, Jordan and alot of people that night. LOL That night we return to my place with sylvia and michelle over at Hc room.

The morning SUCK! BECAUSE the girls made some breakfast and guess what! they PULL me out mf my bed to the kitchen for breakfast! now i totally hate that.

Blah blah forget what happen in the morning and night. But i know we watch Eurotrip in my room at around 11 and it was cool. I decided to open the Bombbay Danny got me to buy for him. I wanted to try and not drink. Soon we were all "trying" it as it is really nice when u mixed it with coke or lemon. Hc decided not to drink leaving only me, jordan and sylvia. We play Big 2 thru out the night and i french jordan a few times coz Sylvia made me do it. Hehe and i receive a few kisses from them. Soon Sylvia was drunk and she retire to my bed and Jordan went back in some real drunken state to him room. Heard he knock a few pole and almost hit his balls.

I tried to make breakfast but end up Sylvia was doing it.

Blah Blah once again i forget abt morning and night. But i remember we help Sylvia packed her room coz she is moving out.

Soon its night again~! We were in the city having dinner and once again Pakman moved house so we decided to pop by and Guess what! Ricky dare me to play dice. Ok... Now lets get the dice moving! We started off with a min bottle of bailey, no mix, and soom we indulge ourself in his stupid expired whiskey. HEHE than we move to Tommy house to drink because Pakman need to sleep early. Got really really fucking drunk that night and alot of things happen. Hehe. thanks Jordan and Ricky for saving my life. I slept while they comtinue drinking for 2hours before waking up and going back to my room. Slyvia slept on my bed and jordan on my chair. I decided to make breakfast for them and in a pretty much hangover stupid drunken state. I walk to coles to get food.

Man these night are cool and i deiced to write them down to remember coz its the night i been wanting to have for god knows how many ages.

Oh by the way. i am really really fucking upset. My Ext HDD corrupted and all my memories. my photo. with rita.. with luke and everyone is gone.. not to mention my song. Fucking shit fucking unrealiable fucking HDD. Fuck you to hell and fucking my fucking photo man. this is so fcuking shit. sometime i take the photo out when i am sad.. and that kinda brighten me up remembering the times i had with rita.. now its all fucking gone and i dont fucking left any. fucking shit. FUCK FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!

sorry.

2005-02-02T06:08:00.000+11:00

OooOO I did better today with my iron. OMG i am so happy, espically when you hit a really nice good shot. The sense of satifaction was really really amazing.

Yup went to golf.. ALONE! or rather with Yvonne. Ian and gang are busy. *Sigh* So sad, i am going off yet they all has their exam. Nevermind! lucky i has got some golf kaki in Melbourne too. Hopefully they dont play as well as i do and hopefully my dad allow me to take a few of his club.

Just got off the phone with a sweet girl. Hahaz. We said to meet only 3 years later after we both Grad. Hehe so funny. Wonder what will i be doing down the road. Will i score enough to futhur on study in US? I wish i could.

2005-02-01T06:42:00.000+11:00

OOOooOO another boring day.. Well at least i went out today. Went for dinner aftethat i went to look for Xuelin. Haha had some chat with her.

Anyone wanna go to Genting highland with me on wednesday? The downpoint is that u have to pay for the airfare which is around 200 and the rest will be paid for. I dont wan go alone, so scary to sleep there alone.

I will try to upload more cute pics. So stay tune Kelvin's photo album will be right back.

2005-01-31T03:08:00.000+11:00

Girl Girl. Muhahaha some of the lovely lady i know.. chio chio? Man i love to upload pics pics pics.. hehe.. Top Left: Melissa(on the Left) the one who has been writing all the cute words :p Right botten is lovely Mebel who is the cousin of Danny, a lovely and short lady.. Center is Sondi, a lady who can speak hokkien, chinese and malay, hehe this is a stolen shot :p Top right is Pakman, my Hongkie friend which i know from my class in Melbourne. Bottem left is Francis and (forget) my flat mate in Melbourne. Bottem center is Luke with Erin a very tall and sexy lady. Center right is Michelle whom i know from primary sch tution. Center left is our sexy little Clara, someone very very fun to play with, know her from melbourne miss her so much. EEk i looking to post more pics.. muahahhaa

2005-01-30T22:57:00.000+11:00

Muhahah more pics more pics...From top left: Ian the sexy girl girl.. Wei jie in his sister bra... Ian Ng... Darren Hee... Darren in Wei Jie sister's bra... Me and my boring face... Me working hard thru the night.. And center with me and lovely michelle and Thc.

2005-01-30T22:10:00.000+11:00

haha finally i know how to upload pics to my blog. Is the wording cute? I find it cute.. Its written by Melissa. A very pretty lady who know how to enjoy song. Haha. Some of the pics in my life. There is Wei jie shaving the "Mohog" hair for Darren. Me and Ricky in melbourne. Wei Jie with his half price hair as its only one side. Luke drinking his blood. (they are real blood) Rita and me.. And lastly Thc's Bday. From left. Thc, Derek, me and Jordan.

2005-01-26T03:22:00.000+11:00

What you doing? Girl girl.. what you say and what you ment are so fake. I am starting to hate you for this. I thought we could be friends but the action of yours are turning me off totally.

Boring Boring life! Eek.. Been staying at home the whole day playing GunBound. At least i get to purchase the hat i want which cost like 300k. It took me quit sometime to save that gold. Hope its worth it.

Wanted to pratice my shot but can find any kaki. Anyone wanna play golf with me at Cdans?

Know some few friends recently, mainly online. Found a really cute lady who share the same interest in canto song. Canto song sound damn nice!

2005-01-24T22:10:00.000+11:00

(These words will be posted in your friendster too.)

Hello everyone and happy new year.
I would like to invite all the former 4/2 and those who are interested to a BBQ held on the 13 Feb at my place. (Mayspring)

The date are to be revised.

This BBQ serve as a Welcome back for our lovely Ah Ma, Gathering for the 4/2 and lastly a farewell BBQ for me once again.

Those who wish to help out such as Ian Ng and Wei jie, please contact Ah Ma at her msn.
I hope to see everyone there. Cheers.

Lastly i would like to share something i saw on a lighter formally used by a US soldier in the Vietnam war:

We are the unwilling,
Led by the unqualified,
Doing the unnecessary,
For the ungrateful.

2005-01-24T17:42:00.000+11:00

Haha the trip to vietnam wasnt that good nor was it that bad. It was a Famtrip organise by SilkAir for their newly open route.

Da Nang is a big place however the country is very undeveloped with the average earning of an adult at only 120 - 150 USD. Thus we you can actually purchase everything at 1USD. Everywhere we go, people hold up items and cry out "1 dollar".

The country however is very rich in its culture and history. It used to be part of China way back god knows when thus most of the houses are all in form the China houes. Its very beautiful espically when you see the way the words are curved on and the woods so beautifully used. Also we visited the palace of the last King. He died in 1997 with his family still in Paris. Its very China palace like however during the France invasion they drop a bomb into the palace clearing quit a huge area.

Vietnam ladies are all very slim maybe due to its undevelopment. However their silk embrobiry"dont know hot to spell" are very nice. I had my first massage in vietnam too and i think the unskilled young lady sprain my little finger.

Upon my arriver back in singapore on the 22nd, i went over to wei jie house with Ian and Darren. We drank kinda alot "not me" and we end up feeding penuts to Wei Jie's koi fish. Apparently 2 died while 1 is half dead. Sorry Wei Jie. muahaha. Also we played with Wei Jie's sister bra. Wei jie lost in a card game and he has to wear the bra while we take pictures of it. So anyone wanna see the pics?

2005-01-18T04:03:00.000+11:00

EEK! thanks wei jie.. now i am learning golf.. after all those aching body and rotting flesh... hahaz..

life has been so so so boring. Punked wei jie... play golf.. and pool... and some drinking... only a little hor... else ppl say me again..

Been sleeping late whole week due to some technicle problem. My body cant seem to sleep unless i talked to someone. Haha lucky me there is a few "same creature" who are willing to spend some time with me. Like my buddy, xueting "cute!"... ok lah.. only 2... at least got right!

Going to vietiam on wednesday. Ian ordered a pack of "bird flu" anyone else wan some too?

Ps: I will not regret what i have done or not and if i choose to give up there is no turning back. I am certainly happen if u can seek the kind of love and happiness in others. I truly bless u and him.

2005-01-15T06:47:00.000+11:00

I think i like u but we can only be friends as i dont wan to hurt you. i wish i could bring u happiness as we share the same kind of thoughts and feeling. You are a very nice girl too bad i dont have such luck.

2005-01-07T15:02:00.000+11:00

A little article i read on the newspaper. I got a feeling its going to be me in a few years time and already my action at mos burger and KFC previously show some tell-tale sign.

MAN GOES WILD WHEN HE CANT GET FRIES
A 22-year-old Pennsylvanian man allegedly tried to run over restaurant workers after they told him they had run out of fries, reported Ananova.com.

The man went to Burger King drive-in and when told there were no fries left, he made an abscene gesture and repeatedly cursed the staff.

Than noticing restaurant workers taking down his vehicle's registration number, he allegedly drove his truck at them. Tha man was arrested after a scuffle with police. He has been released on bail but faces charges including assult, reckless endangerment, reckless driving, harassment, drunken driving, fleeing police, disorderly condut and vandalism.

Phew after that article i think i have to think twice...

2005-01-04T14:37:00.000+11:00

WWOWOOOWWW

Just got back from my shopping trip to Hongkong. It was really wonderful. Went straight to ShenZheng first when we arrive to meet my dad old college. She is a GM of a hotel now and we get to stay their suit over there. She also let us have a peek at their only 2 president suit, one in orintal style and another in western style. It was nice but a little scary since its so big with lots of doors and wall. Did a little shopping there and i bought a Adidas jacket due to the cold weather. Its a dark blue with red strip down the side and it will completely blow your mind off. muahahaha..

3 nights later we went to Hongkong and and yup its again another suit for us since our local agent is paying and not my dad.. muahahahha... I bought 3 shoes there. a new pony and 2 nike. WEeee one of the nike is limited edition and its really cool. Its really cool there and we met my uncle and my aunt. It was however a trip of non stop eating but i must admit i really enjoy eating those wonderful tasty and fresh food. Singapore is changing from a developing country and since the spending power of the people has drestically increase over the years, so are our living standarn but i cant seem to find good food as tasty as those in hongkong and the service attitidude there is totally a opposite of singapore. Guess PAP did really spoil singaporean.

2004-12-25T09:06:00.000+11:00

merry christmas everyone..

Today is the first time i celebrate christmas eve with my friends. Jordan, Ian and Natalie was out with me at orchard. Orchard being where the happening is of course jam packed. I never had the chance to sneak into the crowd and today is the first time and throughly i enjoyed myself. Initially Ian didnt want to play along with those crazy people holding to "snow spray Aka Soup spray" and it took me quit sometime and walk to convince them to play. Natalia wasnt there and so we bought our weapon and went into the WAR ZONE!

It was fun when we pick on the girls, sadly some has their "escot" (boyfriend) and we got retal rather badly. I remember a 10yrs old boy being spray in his face and i offer to help clean it up before covering him once again with my snow! Well that kind action of mine receive some rather encourgement from the rest of the crowd as they all target on me. It was fun espically when sneak up to girls and got them from their back.

How i wish there is music playing and all of us can dance. We watched "meet the fucker" today and it was rather interesting to see a dog hump a puppet? a baby saying AsssSSHoooLLLEEe! It not that bad. Went for swansen after that and Ian end up footing quit a bit today.

Well i promise my mum to be awake at 6 so that we can go pray my Ah Ma and thus here i am blogging....

Merry christmas to all my friends.

2004-12-14T05:27:00.000+11:00

being lablled as childish was one of the common thing that happen in my life. However when this came from my dad mouth, it means alot. Am i doing thing on implusiveness rather than thinking over it? I tried to consider, think however my playfulness always get over me.

I like to have fun, with my friend. My buddy (wei qi) find me shameful. LoL Does all the girls i know feel the same? Am i relly too childish? They always say, enjoy your youth before its gone. I am, however, being reprimanded for all my childish acts. Maybe i should grow up get wiser.. etc etc.

2004-12-13T06:53:00.000+11:00

"hey any girl u fancy?"

"haha yar just one.. B***"

I remember that conversation clearly with Dennis. It was the second day of my primary school. We both have a crush on the very same girl yet two days later we found out that she is overwight and thrown her to the back of our mind.

Thats the very first girl i have crush on, or rather the first which i remember.

Time files ever since than and throughout the years i been seeking for "the one". I never understood what love is yet blindly i court girls after girls. Well, out of ten girl i court, all of them say no and even some very hurtful rejection. All till secondary school, i told myself never to fall in love untill i find "the one", however it was only the second week before i found my target.

And yes, its yet another rejection. My very first girlfriend happens only during my secondary 3 yrs and it was a nice relationship untill it got complicated.

All this time i though i was seeking love however it turn out to be just curousity and in some cases, worst, they are just companionsip. Untill i went oversea, i realise how a lonely person i was. I am one who needed friends to be with me all the time. This is one thing no one know, not even myself. The joy i seek is only to be found in my friends. Love is just aka companionship to me. I am sorry for being selfish. Dont always tease Wei Qi coz she is the one who bring me to the realilty, one which i have long denied. There is alot of feeling i cant explain however i am certain there is no love.. at least now...

Thank you to all my friends for being there when i needed you guys.. and the joy and fun we shared.. Hai Chao, Jordan, Ian, Wei jie.. life has its up and down and certainly my up are all with you guys.

2004-12-05T06:49:00.000+11:00

lol lol lol.. just came back from wei jie house.. muahahah we played strip poker.. me ian and wei jie.. hahaz.. end up me and ian strip wei jie pants.. :p hehe..

Last night watched "without a paddle" OMFG it was freaking funny.. at the starting part.. hahaz... it kinda like me ian and darren.. hahaz.. dude.. we bet with our balls too. hahaz..

2004-11-18T01:53:00.000+11:00

fuck man fuck this shity fuck place... never fucking go to that fucking mosburger.. fuck this... i will have my revenge...

2004-11-13T16:27:00.000+11:00

and darren got his first "i love you" last night.. hahaz... was so happy for him.. oh well... love is so funny... actually what love truely is? i prefer the term company... sometime love issit there... yet i go out just for the company.. seruously.. i am one who is afraid of being alone... i hate being alone.. i wan people to be there.. but who can? haha your gf... oh well.. am i making use of them than?

they say love is painful... sweet... silly... i donno... i never try before.. at least untill now... my only love is not my love too i think.. i like to go out with her... i care for her... but i donno how to express it... or do i? hmmm... oh well.. i never had the courage... hehe.. but hell even if i do.. girls always talk about the chemistry thingy... so... no hope..

so what truely is love to you guys? what do u guys see in one to love them? their beauty? than is that love or lust? but issit it nice to know that there is a single invidual out there thinking and missing u? hehe...

i still think this sentance is great... if you love someone.. let them go... yeah... if they can find much more happiness that being with you.. why glue them to your side? let them fly.. and see them sore the sky... now thats love...

ah fuck this... anyway.. what i wanna say is just go out and enjoy it.. to all the love birds... my blessing.. to all the singles.. give me a call mayb we can go geylang enjoy... oh no.. why single go geylang? does that means couples are just for sex? hmmm.. sometime i wonder...

i like the way u smile... thank you for being there... else i wonldent be here.. u were my life once... thru the rough period... i still think of you... but i dont hope u will know... i enjoy being your friends... and am happy to see that ur love...

2004-11-13T16:22:00.000+11:00

whooo the bbq is better than i expected... ok lah... everything was so rushy... they tried to throw me into the pool... and ian and darren has some water fight...

than we went to clubbing... or so... paid $15 to stand there for 2 hurs... not much of a dancer i am... hehe mayb i should go and take up courses...

than we went to watch movie till 5... taxis.... lame show...

2004-11-10T22:14:00.000+11:00

hai~ why is it when i tot its over.. its not.. why does your smile still capture my heart? its took me years to forget you yet only a sec to pick it up again... whatever.... dont care... we r just friends... thats all..

hmm hosting a BBQ this friday.. hahaz.. it started off as a joke.. however i do hope everyone will be there... if possible we will celebrate natalie bday together... muahahahahahahha....

singapore.. soooOoooOOo boring.. hehehehhehe.. so sad.. no friend to go out with.. hai~ so everyday help my parents lor... staple tickets... checks some account.. haha easy stuff...

2004-10-17T16:14:00.000+10:00

hehe today is derek and jordan bday.. muahhahahaha... i bought a basketball for derek.. or rather i chip in with others to buy one... a nike nice BBall... and a sufer pants for jordan since he doesnt have any. Jordan dad bought him a cake thus last night they were over at my place with Thc to do a simple bday. I stuff jordan present into a used tissue box with some tissue on top and wrap it with a newspaper. I wanted to make it like we dont care about his present while we got derek a nice BBall... hehe.. he was dissapointed with the present and didnt notice there is a pants in there untill the later part.. HC bday we didnt get him anything and on the day we got derek and jordan bday present. i could tell he is sad thus we got him a present too.. hehehe...

Its noon here.. boring.. nuthing to do.,... i am still looking for school to go into.. mum booked my air ticket which is around monday.. cool i am going back.. hehehehe.. miss so much the food there.. :p

2004-10-16T04:10:00.000+10:00

hahaz.. just saw the smile of my old crush thru friendster.. suddenly miss her smile alot.. never get to get her.. but what do i have? she owns the sweetest smile, and the richest guys is the one who own it. Never have i made it though times i feel i had it. Fought with a mate over her, how silly am i. Oh well i am just a silly irritating peast to her which i still yet to do what i promise her months ago. hopefully i can make it up on her bday. Mayb being friends is a much better option.. i should be contented.. hehehehehe.. I tried and have no regret.. i think...

arghh i am starting to get crappy here... i think i should sleep... darn.. derek and jordan.. my 2 best mate here is having their bday on the same day!!! which is on sunday.. darn.. and my mum haven send me cash... darn it... hehe but let nature take it's course.. i always manage to have cash in the end.. :p

I think i am bored... but i do not have the quality to play outside. What do i want more? when people are envy of you.

2004-10-16T03:07:00.000+10:00

today page is delicated to my friend who is a FREAKING legend....

DARREN HEE!!!!

He is the most daring piece of sh*t i know. Damn he drive his dad car in Sg without license. The finally got caught. He is a freaking legend. all hail darren the great!

Btw i got my result and i considering applying for double degree.. arghh.... average 73.25... hehe...

2004-10-13T01:09:00.000+10:00

WEeee i got my result.. cool only 4 in my class got 60 and above for english.. and i am one of them.. overall average of 73.. hows that??!! hehehehehhee

2004-10-11T01:45:00.000+10:00

yoz yoz.. jordan and derek and hc just kick me out of the poker game.. dammit... arghh... today sooo boring.. haiz~

2004-10-10T19:17:00.000+10:00

man screw this hot weather.. it is giving me bad mood.. arghh

2004-10-10T02:45:00.000+10:00

yoz yoz.. did i tell you guys abt the drinking night? hehehehe.. we jordan hc and his gf finished 24bottle of beer.. well its all actually only like drinking one after another and racing it.. hehehehe... man everyone is drunk...

man went to jeffery bbq party.. muahahhaha i am the chef for the day.. hehehehe.. nuthing really happen.. now in my room.. a rghhh so boring..

2004-10-09T15:31:00.000+10:00

arghh msn down... sooooOO boring... hehehehe.. last night went to city and play lan... have dinner... no money liao.. :( should i call my mum? i spend what she gave me for 2 months in 1... not bad le hor.. i spend 5k before... now control alot le... damn.. i need someone to help me control my finance.. mayb i should get a secretery... hehehe a undertable one.. oops...

man... went swimming yesterday and played some tarzan rope.. hehehe jordan hurts his balls... we were talking about how he lost his balls and his mighty father have to reserch putting his gene into fish to create "jordan seman". oh well... later going to jeffery bday.. man got to buy drink.. heard its a big bbq party... damn its 4pm now le..

gtg see ya guys.. tatatatatata...

2004-10-07T04:35:00.000+10:00

WEeeeeEE last paper.. omfg... it was like!! arghhhh... so damn happy its over.. but yet afraid coz this result coz affect my future... hehe i gave my mum a scare today after exam.. i called her..

"Good afternoon Mrs Thai, this is calling from UOB infinite center"
"Yes?"
"Are you the principle card holder for the sub-card holder Kelvin thai kai boon?"
"Yar.. why?"
"Oh it appear that he had quite a huge amount accumulated, and its going to reach his limit soon."
"How much?"
"Around 30 thousand"
"WHAT~! ok ok i call you back."

hehe my mum took it... muahahahhahahahahahaha... that was so funny... i wanted to go gold coast with my friend... but she say it all depend on result... arghhhh.. i wanna go... than she was like..

"stay backpacker"
"NO! NEVER! no soundproof!"
"you wanna die ar? u go with who?
"girl lor.. else boring"
"u wait i call daddy here"

man my mum is so funny... arghh 4.40am le... need to sleep... nighty nighty

2004-10-06T08:39:00.000+10:00

WWWoooo!!! i slept at 12 last night~~~ amazing? hehe.. now this part will shock you.. I WOKE UP AT 6AM TO STUDY!!!! weee!!!~~~ hows that? hehehehe

man today is my last papaer.. after this if my result is good i get 5 months of holiday!!! WOOOOOO~~~~ hehehehe.. accounting.. arghh what i hated most... i didnt study much for this pray that i can past... did my english math and economic... Econ paper was easy.. i was expecting a much tougher paper.. apprently its a new teacher who set the paper.. ehheeh.. lucky me...

oh well taking my account paper in 30min time.., till i blog again.. see ya guys.. :p

2004-10-04T01:29:00.000+10:00

tml is the big day.. arghhh... pray that i will get 60+ thus i can go back singapore for 5 months holi...

know what i really wish for now? is to be in singapore at Al Amin with ian darren and wei jie eating roti prata... man i miss those time.. :p

i never fail but to notice how much of a sauce lover i am.. i went to mac today and was like.

"hi can i have a filet o fish meal large with 6 piece macnugget. top of that can i have 1 myo sauce, 2 barbecue sauce, 2 mild curry sauce, 2 sweet thai chili sauce. thanks."

man and i finished the sauce!!! hahaz... wonder if one day i will contract some diesease or what for having too much sauce...

2004-10-02T01:17:00.000+10:00

its so bad.. my bio clock is in a mess.. i been watching movie thru the late night for the past few days and now i cant sleep at night. this is so bad,... i tried to sleep early last night. but i cant.. no one to talk to.. no one to call.. arghhh... finally i sit down and watch "ghost ship"... hehe it is a nice show.... been studying for the past few days...

2004-09-30T16:46:00.000+10:00

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all go... hehe

2004-09-29T05:08:00.000+10:00

oh btw.. i watched harold and kumar goes to white castle... damn cool movie.. hehe.. weeds are such shioking things... but the show mainly promote 2 things. Have the guts to do what u wan and say what u wan to say. ALSO they promote WEEDS!!! hehe.. mayb i should get some to try.. its so easy to get here...

arghh exam coming up.. hehe but i still gamble everynight.. jordan lose 350 to me... ehhehehehehe... and i won 70+ from derek... ehhehehehehehehehehe.... now i can get my altas HERE!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA and dont need ask for a favour... arghh dont wan talk abt it.. was just trying to become closer friend with her...

Watched AVP tonight... damn shiok.. hehe a lady killing alien... lame..... but its not that bad... arghh i should be studying.. hehe..

i been gambling with lotto here.. kinda like toto.. haha but never won... who cares? its only $0.55 for one game.. i calculated.. if i buy everyday from now till i am 60... it would be 300000+.. and when i strike the top prize... i will get at least 100% return.. why not? ehhehehehe.. also the scratch card here is not so bad.. though i lose alot to it... singapore dont have such scratch card...

got to sleep.. its 5.13 here...

~wipe the tears and move on.~

2004-09-29T05:02:00.000+10:00

please make sure u fucking understand what the fuck is going on before u fucking say anything and if u fucking wanna say some fuck thing which i dont fuck think anyone would fucking bother than dont fucking say it. also if u fucking wanna say it than have the fucking guts to leave your fucking name. dont be such a fuck.

if u guys really wan me to leave her alone. fine i will do so. i dont see why we cant be friends. cant i call her when i am bored? when i have nuthing to chat and yet wan to chat and using others topic? am i wrong to even dial her number? am i wrong to ask for a favour?

whatever it is. i hope u can study hard and so well for your exam. good luck and all the best for your future.

Xin Fu shi hou. bei lai zhao wo, dai zhe ni de kuai le he ta continue to walk. bu shu yu wo. wo bu nan gou. wo zhi dao.. STILL GOT THE SAME SKY!!! muhahahhahaa..

2004-09-26T15:05:00.000+10:00

new post!!! hehehehehe.. erm nuthing new actually.. but i see this freaking tiffany ring i really like... 1500 for white gold one... 360 for sterling one.. arghh so loving it... bought 5 swatch watch.. really cool leh! erm... bought another 2 playboy boxer.. hows that! :p nuthing else really happen.. exam coming up in a week time.. haven start preparing.. but will soon.. hmm thats all i think.. hehe

2004-09-12T17:02:00.000+10:00

Hmm a night to remember eh? was a great party with ricky at tommy house.. all the couples were so sweet.. and those that wan to be together however due to boundries are not were happy too.. I tried to do a one leg stand on a basketball and had myself fell over and drop on my bum.. Lucky my bum is firm enough :p was all going smooth and well and i can feel myself drifting with all the alcohol acting up in my body.

UNTILL!!! yar was scary and heartbreaking to see how a great and loving couple with a long stroy argued and the girl trying to beat him and stuff... the guy is really really nice BF.. giving up his playboy status and be with her and yet the girl who fought for so much give it all up. dont wan to think about it again.. when my friend cried.. it kind of look like me when i break up with my gf.. hehe.. but. sometimes u got to let go. and i firmly and strongly stand on his side although i pity the girl.

girls can be so open minded nowadays... I always tell myself "how lucky to meet a open minded girl and have one night stand" but it was heartbreaking to see my friend being one. Ever girl have parents. why must they degrade my self. thus i decided to change my sentance to "what the f*ck is wrong with this girl"

Learn how to take care of your body and give it to love and not lust.

2004-08-01T02:21:00.000+10:00

Ok what can i say? this is so so so so great because i didnt save my blog and there is a error when i tried to load it.. arghh here goes again...

Study... home.. eat... wash.. sleep... boring eh? lol.. test... hey i am progressing well in school.. hehe... well at least i think i am... but certainly not my econ since my sleep in cause me to miss a FEW classes...

Well went to graduation dinner last night... hey we (under 18) was force to go for the dinner due to the low ture out... lolx... lame right? after that we went to Crown.. hehe Hai Chao got a GF... should i say... FINALLY got a GF??? lolx... i been thinking all this time... is Hai Chao going to suffer in this relationship or the girl? lolx... Had a sprinting session with derek and jordan... jordan is too fat... hehe.. it was like Jerome Tan and Tiac ping sprinting? lolx.. anyway... my tummy slow me down else derek would have lose... ok i know i got to go for diet.. hehe...

Slept at 6 that night... arGGGggHHhhhh

Hey i bought a new cool printer that can print photo.. damn clear... man it suck when they dont provide u with a $6 cable... lolx... i love my cannon printer.. :p

Thanks wen yin and wei qi for reading my blog...

WeiQi do u have msn? i would like to keep in contact with u... I need to check out my eyes.. i think its popping out... arghhh...

2004-08-01T02:15:00.000+10:00

HHhhHHmMMmMMmmMmm update.. arghhh..

study... home.. cook... wash blah blah blah... test blah blah blah....

lolx.. boring life? hehe.. i bought a damn cool printer.. arghh but!!!! damn it dont provide me with a $6 cable.. how lame is it??? but its damn damn damn cool.. it can print photo as if i am the photo shop.. hehe.. and i bought some laminate thing to laminate my photo.. hehe i love my cannon i80... :p :p :p :p

oh went to the graduation dinner.. hehe.. its was lame.. not many ppl so we(under 18) are force to go.. :( and the food.. like what jack say "dog food!" well at least the bread and butter taste good... hey they way they deal with the pork and the beef was yucky.. they just boil it in water.. and cut them into slices... the smell.. arghhhHHhhhHHh..

Went to crown after that.. did some sprinting with derek and jordan... jordan is too fat.. hehe.. derek is fast thought... hey my tummy slow me down.. else i could have won him... lolx...

Studis is good.. thought i am slacking.. as usual...

thanks wenyin and weiqi... :p didnt know someone actually care about my blog...

I am such such such a lazy piggGGgGGggGGG!!! arghhh....

2004-07-21T02:41:00.000+10:00

wEEeeEE 2 nights to remember... hahaz... Sunday night... i went to crown casino with derek thc and jordan... we bought a soccer ball in the afternoon... reaching crown at 11.. we saw a empty space right outside melbourne nicest desert shop.. and we had some fun.. UNTILL 12 when smart derek decided to kick the ball down the river... mind u.. the empty space we r playing at has no fance... and its right beside the river...

as we watch the ball flow with current... we think of many ideas... and in the end... they had me hanging on the the edge and using my leg to fish the ball out... we took 2 attempts... and hai chao and jordan almost let me go twice!!!!

lol... after that we went for desert and when they ask us inside or outside.. we all reply inside together.. (outside ppl saw the 4 monkeys playing...) and than we head off to the gaming!!! lol.. we played like small kids for the entire night till 4am trying to collect tickets inexchange for the stuff toys... i collected like 1000tickets....

monday night... again i went to crown casino with pakman ricky and rita.. lol... they are really lucky ppl... i spend like $60 to get 1000tickets... and yet they spend $20 to do the same... Ricky did some amazing lucky shit stuff.... lol.. i got 2 big dices.... one for 1300tickets!!! hehe.. was really cool....

well i spend quite alot this few days.. lol and did i mention i ate a japanese meal here.. which was quite sucky... the one i went with vicky is still the best... lol

2004-07-18T02:25:00.000+10:00

friends.... loves.... familys...... all the emotion stuff... i use to think that i am good at handling it.. but guess not.... i always go on the extreme... such as giving up the whole world for yvonne... i always think that love is giving all you have... is it right?

I was told that if u give all u have to a girl... soon she will find the relationship boring... and thus third party can easily happen... than why is there that sentance?

friends... i always neglect my friends... sorry... mainly because i give all my time to the girl i love... but sorry.. i cant help it... mayb i am just one of those sticky guy who stick to their gf... lolx.. am i scary?????

when u have friends.. and love.. how do u guys go about balancing it? esp when ur gf is those who need constant care type too?

anyway... today.. went to market... victoria market and bought like tons of stuffs.. well i cooked a 5 course meal!!!! cool eh? ThC and Jordan was there too to share my meal!!!

Jordan Quek... hehe AES 4/5.. never thought i can meet him here.....

2004-07-13T08:54:00.000+10:00

ok this is getting so pissed off.. i was a lord for like.. 2 hours? damn bloody utopia... i love my honour... but hate my defence.. guess i will never be good with the game..

arghh school start.. school end.. early late... but good thing is friday no school... is that good? to have a long weekend... i dont find it good because i slack down so much i dont want to go to school on monday.. arghh...

got math test later.. that teacher sucks... i am going to proof him wrong... wEEeeEEEeeeEE he say i am smart but not in studies... dude.....

man.. boiled some hard boil eggs today.. or rather... still boilding...

SOMEONE!!! commented my english used in the blog being so so so so sucky that they cant read... hell who read my blog? btw is it true my english is getting more sucky?

2004-07-11T18:50:00.000+10:00

what stuff pain u guys the most? what have u guys ever wanted? how about a life oversea for education with no parents to nag at you... no fianacial worries.. though the price is to be away with ur family... and of course ur good friends... but hey.. u can get good friends around here too.. esp when its all about fun fun and fun coz no parents.. occationally some phone calls... hey who minds phone call from parents at times like this... hmm... sound fun??

i have reACh a conclusion myself.. that is never to fall in love with a loved women... thired party... but of u ever do become thired party... would u rather know about the truth? or hide the truth? what if u know about it... would u hide ur feelings away? althought she know that u know.. would u just stay happy with her... ok her second would find her.. coz they are miles apart... and occationally some phone calls... would u rather know or not?

2004-07-08T09:39:00.000+10:00

arghh my msn cant work.. omg.. helppppp!!!

2004-07-03T00:11:00.000+10:00

lolx lolx lolx... i spend so much again!! arghh and my heartless parent... took my credit card and dump me 500 and say this is ur monthly allowence... hey hey hey.. guess what? i soon to spend them all up when my next allowance is on 26... hehehehehehehehhe today is only the first!!! arghhh

went to albert farewell party last night.. damn they make me and thc drink like fuck... was so fuck... kick some soccer in the mid night... ball hit car.. car alarm sound.. we run run.. lolx... meet some japan and thailand guys... man.. was a rocking night.... damn was so pissed....

went to city today again.... bought some food... hehehehehehe arghh life sucks... i mean rocks... i mean suck.... ok my fianance suck but my life rock.. ehehehhehehehehe

2004-06-30T23:56:00.000+10:00

arghh so when did i last blog? ok i went back singapore malaysia... visited my aunty and grandmum.. and my cousin.. and than my darling and i am back... done.. sweet.... :p

sch start.. new teacher new class.. alot china ppl now.. lolx... math cher JIM.. like GTO.... teach so sucky... and english teacher.. bitch.. dont care i sleep or not... hey why would i wan someone to care? ok... and of course.. most of my friend in the class are gone... cant get promoted... failed.. left.. arghh and my floor... arghh all uni student who will be having their break when i have school.. so all leaving for holi and some left... expecting new floor mate soon... suck suck suck... the whole floor will only have me... 11rooms.. 2 bathrooms.. and 1 kitchen all to myself... scary eh? man i will just lock myself in the room..a rghh

albert GF found out about his malaysia GF.. arghh all is over... adding on to his sadness.. can tell he love love love the malaysia one alot... *SIGH* never be too greedy eh?

man.. i am tired nowadays.. kinda sick of life again.. mayb coz i am not doing much... arghh.. better find something to do thought i have no time...

2004-06-20T02:42:00.000+10:00

thank god.. one of my fear is gone.. and to my surprise.. my mum though is piss but issnt that pissed over my credit card bill... back in singapore since wednesday... boring!!!! met liyu... ian.. darren.. natalie... kay tiam.... dude.. i ahve so little friends.. :(

man... i have some big ambitious.... damn i cant even spell that words... arghh...

(money give a sense of security to those around you...)

miss her so much!! arghh.. von will be back from malaysia on sunday... and i am leaving for malaysia on sunday.. are we fated? lolx....

2004-06-16T10:33:00.000+10:00

lolx.. result is out.. not as good as what i want.. but.. hehe i get to stay in melbourne...

2004-06-15T22:31:00.000+10:00

hmm went out at 11 again... met Rita and went to city to meet danny for lunch.. Thanks danny once again.. for ur help...

Took a walk around melbourne... Rita bought some cards.. and we went to state lib... its a weird lib... wonder how they earn money when they loan all kind of stuff and give free internet access... and their loan is like 2 weeks.. u get to loan VCDs too.. and DVDs... so me and Rita both agreed that its for those mafia to spend their dirty money.. lolx..

Sent her home at 6... Met her Aunt on the street today.. was so funny.. first time seeing a 20yrs old girl being so shy.. and she is so so so cute.. lolx...

and this is all my day.. boring.. :(

lolx... ivin mei.. nah.. no need lah.. i just hope that u will be happy in whatever u do ok?

2004-06-15T22:23:00.000+10:00

This is monday Entry...

woke up with vic in my arm.. lol.. did nuthing hor.. just that she bunk in with me... arghh she has grown so much erm.. wider? she is now 68.. VICCCCC!!!! shed some weight and lots of guys will be after u like the past... she got hangover.. but i have to go get Rita... So i alight at clifton hill... sorry vic.. can accompany u all the way..

Played some cards game with ThC, vic and Albert last night.. had vodka and whisky... all was pissed except for albert.. and me.. :p dude vic, albert and i had my underwear over my our head.. ThC had to sniff my underwear while enjoying it.. and also me and albert had vic bra over our face.. (yucks)..

Met Rita.. went to coles to get some food... and albert cook... curry noodles... (no comment).. sent Rita back at 6... before meeting up with vic again..

Took a walk around melbourne... had some chat... and bunk in at her place checking out some VCDs.... till 8... Arghhh i aint having enough sleep...

2004-06-13T17:32:00.000+10:00

Rita at my room now.. watched some hongkong show.. yar i kinda like hongkong show now.. its funny. really funny... lolx..
She came over at 1pm.. and the wind is so freaking big now... dude.. she is lucky that she didnt get blown away.. lolx... She brought some vege and meat over.. hmm heard she is cooking tonight.. arghhh.. pray that i can still blog in tml...

Ivin... my god-sister.. lolx.. when my brother study at westview pri 3years ago... i always pick my brother up and always never fail to notice this pretty lady walking out first everyday... and she stay at mayspring too.. (my house there).
donno fate or what.. i saw her at assumption the following year.. and since we been god sib.. but we seldom talk.. :( lolx...

Cliffy... twins with bernard... they both are pro gamer man... bernard study at foundation too but cliffy is at uni... they both is very close... both from penang... ARGHHH laska!!!! my fav....

2004-06-13T04:18:00.000+10:00

hmm... was a tough day.. derek at my room last night playing computer while i do some wrapping.. slept only at 5am and woke up at 11.. i could fall asleep even sitting for 5min... went to Richmon today with Rita.. lolx... was boring.. i mean the place... and met vicky.. Ouch vic vic vic vic.. i am so so so disappointed.. arghhh.. but sorry i cant pei u for long.. had dinner at some fake "we are malaysia rest.." and food sucks.. went to pakman house for 2hur.. drank some but Rita has to rush home thus i accompany her home... and DAMN!! i got no cloths to wear for tml since i haven do my laundry for 2weeks... so i decided to fucking stay awake.. arghh its 4.30 now.. and i am so tired.. should go to bed now.. see you everyone...

2004-06-11T15:13:00.000+10:00

damn.... was a great nice... Arghh never expect tommy to be here too... he use to be so playboy... guess he choose to give up evrything for love... *Power of love* lolx.... can be so magical yet so troublesome i guess... cythia issnt doing well with hers and its really screwing her up...

got up at 10today... damn hangover is great... watching dvds now.. :p :p :p see ya..

Hi, yuan Jin... yar life is great...thanks... and yes i will bring the vcd back for u... hey guys... check out ShamanKing!!! arghh!! its damn good... but the ending sucks...

2004-06-10T11:31:00.000+10:00

holy!!! WEEEeeEEE lolx.. slept at 3 am last night.. woke up at 8.. arghh.. hehe.. but damn.. never expect accounting to be so easy... lolx.. i think i wont fail it... :p :p its like my nightmare.. but now its only like the sea.. but hope it wont have storm... :p :p

MY LAST PAPER!!! arghhh hehehehehe... so freaking happy.. programme for the night? hell yeah!!! going out to celebrate with my hongkie friends.. :p :p so freaking happy...

ok see ya later in the night guys.. :p

And nat.. yup u r the one who give me the feeling.. hell thats a really good programme show if its show.. i bet i will be bigger than "who wants to be a millionair" and every country will start showing it because all the govt want to get rid of those ppl... and hell yeah! i will be a billionair... tycoo of media industry with only one show.. KELVIN THAI!!! lolx..

2004-06-09T20:58:00.000+10:00

wEEeeee... had my IT exam today... was rather easy... finish it in 30min when intended for 3hur... but dude... i was sleeping when that lady come over and say they dont allow ppl to sleep there... fuck... so i pack and go...

nuthing much happen today... studied at lib for tml accounting exam.. weeEE had jap food today... sweet.. at friend house now...

Pakman house... dude... till i blog again... :p

drinking!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2004-06-09T03:24:00.000+10:00

wonder how many post i can make in a night.. yup thats nat... arghh always giving me the magical clam feeling over my body whenever i talk to her... arghh 3.30 liao..

and damn some idiot raze me off 500arces in utopia.. its like wtf.. he is twice my size and yet the gain is so much.. dude mehul got to learn Economics... Equilibrium... demand meet supply... that dumb ass..

hope he wont see this.. hell i wouldent want him deleting my account... arghh what should i do about my IT? albert got me a IT last min book to read.. but dude i am too lazy to study...

anyone online to chat with me? arghh i am talking to myself.. arghh i am nuts.. arghhh arghhh... but hey DC got niss.. :p :p

ok DC.. its the shortform for direct-connect.. its what we call for the inter-college hub where we share lots of free ware.. and software.. and def not hardware... dude.. i got Ms office 2003 pro for free.. norton anti for free... and all kind.. anyone need any software?

WHAHAHAH all this certainly cause a pain in those freaking big boss who sell a software for like $699? hey a cd cost only $0.5? dude.. imagine that profit.. mayb i should put all my blog stuff into a CD and sell it for $499... hey special intro price for those who read this.. $399... tax 5% not included.. and delivery charge of $50 for local (melbourne).. will send oversea to SG and Malaysia for $150 delivery charge.. lolx... Visa accepted.. and cheque.. for those with cash.. bank them in!!! earn interst!! compound interest!!! wEEEee formula.. (I= (PRT/100)) thats how much interest u get...

hey mayb u should all bank in with me.. lolx.. i will handle the leakage.. i will be the 3rd important flow in economy.. FINANCIAL!!! yup.. in return i give u all bloody low interest and loan out to some idiot for bloody high interest!!!! wEEEE and also INVESTMENT!! yes!! invest!!! injection back into the economy... oh yeah... what should i invest in? mayb i should buy down my block.. and hire some chicks from all over the world... we will do "internet service"... u choose the girl u like and surf the net with her in a private room... yes!! i am SOOOOOO smart!!!!

Arghh i started listening to canto song coz of my hongkie friends.. hahaz.. i still have to listen and slowly dissect them in my mind still thought..

and something to share...

I think I just had a moment of clarity. I can’t believe how utterly brilliant I am. I’ve just had the most incredible idea.

You see we've all been wondering what do with these damn boat people right? I mean they cruise over here on their boats seeking social security payments and our jobs, and it’s like, 'fuck guys... you just want a free ride, don’t you know that we pay taxes?’

So like, at first you just want to send them back...or... sink their ships...or... get a firing squad or something. But that’s not really cost effective...I mean all these things cost money. These unscrupulous towel-heads are draining our economy what with all the money we spend on airfares and bullets to get rid of them. We should be doing something constructive with them...something that can bring joy to everyone right?

And then it struck me...we're not capitalising. We should be making money from this, not losing it. We have a wealth of people coming into this country with no enforceable human rights. What the hell is wrong with us all? What have we been thinking? And so it came to me...an idea so beautiful in its simplicity...so untainted by the pitfalls of integrity and decency...reality television!!! Why hasn’t anyone thought of this before? It's perfect.

We call the show 'Mystery Island'. We round all the bastards up, whiz them of to some beautiful tropical island paradise and they all live together in some kind of shared living arrangement...like a big cage for instance.

And this is where the mystery bit of 'Mystery Island' comes in...I mean this is the real clincher...now get this...
They don’t know what happens next. We don’t tell them anything. They don’t know how long they're staying for, they don’t know if they get in or get deported...man, they don’t even know when or if they get to see their family again. Now if that’s not compelling viewing I don’t know what is.

Now as we all know, reality TV needs some kind of complex social politics if it is to be a success. So hows this? Each week the viewing public (bless their souls) vote out their least favourite dune coon. Huh?...yeah!...nice touch eh? And the last sand nigger left gets a citizenship and a minimum wage job.

So what do you reckon?...'Mystery Island'...I think it has a certain something, don’t you? And the best bit is... the good folks in Canberra have already set it all up for us...we just need the cameras. It’s like it was meant to be.

2004-06-08T21:11:00.000+10:00

ok here is my first blog... here goes nothing... today i had my freaking math exam.. its so fuck when all the exam is 3hurs long.. and the math is so bloody easy (not that i can score A's), i took only 1 hur to complete... Oh and english was yesterday together with Econ... its like 6hurs of exam and we have to write tons of words.. i always seem to finish so fast.. weird.. mayb a fail is hinting... finish exam at 12... end up in my room playing games..

my life is in a mess.. big mess.. and i sense big trouble.. arghh i wish and i pray it will not happen... i am hook on utopia.. arghh.. and games.. WC3.. CS... they may sound old but we got like a LAN here so overall its fun.. and DOTA!!! weeEEe...

Dude.. so wanting to move out.. i wish to have my own toilet.. the only reason is for the toilet.. :p hey i feel its bloody important..

Got to serch for Darren pony shoes... Vicky coming on Sat... *sigh* and everything is in a rush... wish i could just press the reset button and i am back to 1yrs old... lolx.. and set all the wrong right... Ian need his porn mag... wonder what to buy.. Playboy? mansion? hmmm... wei jie too...

Having freaking IT exam tml.. Lame fuck stupid.. they ask u question like.. (how do u start a new words page) or whatever.. and we have to memorise the book... lazy to do so... not fucking going to do it...

I feel so stress... Arghhhh..

ok for those who want to know my life... i study in bundoora... 45min from city.. on public transport...
i have like 5 sub.. (english, math, IT, Econ and Accounting...) damn right accounting... haveing the test on thursday.. wonder if i can pass..

Ok i go to school early... go city have lunch.. play pool... dinner.. and occasionally go over to my friend places for drinking... Well i dont drink much... at least for me..

my close friend here... 7hongkies... 2 malaysian... hanging out together everyday... life is not so rushy.... so relax and fun.. mayb.. but dude... i am slacking.. who wont.. when they are in melbourne... i need to buck up in life.. i cant see my goal yet.. i am useless.. fuck shit.. damn right.. i need a life... but hell.. i cant see any... anyone with torches?

till i fucking blog again... :p tatatatatata..

-thanks liyu for being there..

-and shy ni... thank you so much... always caring for me.. at least i think.. :p

-and xuelin and vinna.. yup.. i be back.. :p lets meet up...

-nat.. had some great conver with u.. the cards are coming!!! really!! i hope... i mean THEY WILL!!!

-ian.. thanks! fucking great friend.. no worries about ur porn mag.. and let nature take its course

-Weijie.. Dude... what can i say about u.. (nuthing.. that the pro)

-Darren.. fuck shit.. only care abt ur pony.. not me.. :(

-Danny.. thanks for all the help..

-ThC.. suckER!!!

-Rita.. *muack*

-Tommy.. great friend...

-Pakman!! what can i say.. hehe always let me go ur place sleep sleep.. :p thanks for all the great time.. keep it coming!!

-Ricky... Fuck shit... thanks for the advise and help.. though i always tease u.. but dude u know i am always there for u..

-Luke.. thanks for all the english checking u done for me... and being a great and concern friend... sorry nowadays i am not around on the floor..

-Sam.. thanks for all the coles ride..

-Albert.. fucker... but thanks for the care and concern and the great meal u cook

-Patrick.. Sucker!!!!! hehe thanks had some fucking good time together

-Will.. tall fucking great swimmer... :p

-berline (nu er).. lol hope u r happy... good luck in whatever u do

-Hazel (nu er).. nabei never contact me!!! really happy to know a cute girl like u... good luck in whatever u do

-Vicky.. (no comment)

-WenYin. WeeEE one of the sweetest angel i know.. thanks for the send off.. and the cap.. been wearing it everyday.. (coz i only got 1..)

-Yanxiu.. never had a chance to know her well.. yup its fun around her...

-Michelle Wong.. hehehehehehehehehehehe... u still with that "black chap?"

-YuWEI!!!!!! lol.. cute.. never really know her well too..

-Rebecca!!! Xiao Tian Tian.. lolx... she is VERY Very fun.. and lovely.. :p all the best!

-Andy... hey man where u now? hows life?

-Wen zen... nabei.. my friend for 11years liao... thought not always smooth and its BLOODY SINKING!!! but friends forever.. :p

-Eugene!!! ng... hey dude... wish u all the best in ur shit man... life issit so bad.. or at least i think...

-Wen Bin!!! where u now? got promoted or not?

-Johnathon... did i get that spell right? lolx.. hows life man?

fuck too many.. who did i miss out? post ur name on the whatever type msg thing.. thanks all for making my life so fun and great and warmth..

Sound like i writing my last letter eh?

till i am back.. see ya..